Good times.

This never fails to make me smile :)

POSEABLE DISPOSABLE

Scars etched across my skin
to keep me from forgetting the past
I once lost my way
and this will be my only road map
the only way back to you
new cuts and scrapes criss cross my flesh
each a new memory
each a new name
and a new distraction
toys were made for playing
pose able and disposable
eating away my soul
do you think you can save me?

As girlie as I get.

IF I were to ever get a butterfly tattoo, it would be this.

Two years and one week...

That's the last time you walked this earth.  That's when I lost one of the best friends I've have in these nearly 32 years of living.  That's when my heart broke into a 1000 pieces, and I still haven't been able to fit them all back together.  I miss you, some days more than others.  Some days it seems a million years ago.  Some days it feels like yesterday.  Today is the latter.  It doesn't help that next week is the 2 year anniversary of another friends passing.  May is a horrible month.  I think I'm going to boycott it from now on.